Now I really want to jump your bones!
Or not.
It doesnt happen often, in fact, I cant even remember the last time. It did yesterday. A booking enquiry, beautifully written email requesting a date for the end of next month. His suggested time is a little late for me so we have a problem but otherwise ok. There are jpg's attached which isnt unusual. I am occasionally sent pictures with the gentleman’s reasoning that he's seen mine so its only fair. Appreciated. I open the attachments expecting a smiling face or touristy scene of man with world monument. But no. This gent is starkas. Four (big), full body photos of him in various in and outdoor settings.
Bugger.
As much as I know this shouldnt bother me it does, I cant get passed it. An instant turn off. Ive given it thought since receiving this email, in part trying to decide how I reply. He wasnt the most attractive bloke so I asked myself how Id feel were it Brad Pitt? Nope, wouldnt help. What about if he were someone off, say NZ Dating, as opposed to a client? Still not interested.
So why? Despite the fact that this mans penis was flacid, thank goodness, and had more of a "nude in nature" feel as opposed to "Im very hot posing" theres still the "doesnt matter about clothes" thing. I like something left to the imagination. I enjoy the unwrapping of a package to discover whats inside. Thats why we wrap presents! Seeing pictures before the event skips important elements of what I enjoy. Second issue. Sexual inuendo. I know I know, isnt that what we're here for? Yes and no. I like to believe, deluded as I may be, that someone wanting to meet (booking or otherwise) has an interest in me that goes deeper than just sex. History would tell me that this is normally the case. If not then Ive been well deceived which is fine, head in the sand serves a purpose. I also react to suggestions, as sending nude pics does potentially do, that the sex is why I do this job. It isnt, but thats another story.
Guys focus wasn’t just on sex, his email told me that, so it could be argued that he was just covering both bases. I also realise men are visual creatures, statistically far more so than women, so perhaps should be forgiven for assuming that what he's into will also work for her. Final point in guys favour...Im the professional. This meeting is supposed to be about his fantasies, his thrills, his enjoyment. If I was any good at my work Id reply with a "Yum, yum, take me baby". Ive said it before, I dont do roleplay because I cant act. I declined the booking, apologetically and with explanation. Yes, Im feeling rotten and decidedly prudish. He's now embarrased which makes it even worse.
Sorry, rethink...must retract the bit about Brad Pitt.
My website: http://www.sexymunro.com
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General Category: Sex
Added on: 11/28/07 03:19
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